Saturday, October 4, 2008

Photo Montage







My changes.
oh for the last picture it was a bit distorted, sorry.
basically the last one is the mmmm established one haha
any comments?

Music (From the Previous Post)

This was posted inside the 'Think About This' before, but I thought it's already out of topic, so I guess I separate them.




Maybe some of u, or I think a lot of people will think about taking a music major is a really stupid decision. Music cant and wont feed u whatsoever. Music is just for those that are not "talented" in school. Music is easy.
Let me get this straight, Music is NOT easy. It is not. Accounting, business, design, and stuff is easier than music.

Music is not just about writing a song and play it. no. It's about all the feel, the tones, the tempo, the emotion, the skill, and so much more. u don't just listen to some song and say : it's crap. because the song is not POP or has good and catchy tone.
u have to listen, and think all the details. how they actually do this? can u, urself do that? and why does the singer make this kinda song? stuff like that. u have to think behind the stage.

good tone is not a guarantee that it's a good song


okay for example.. drumming. maybe for some drummer out there, they still think that as long as u can do the beat well, then u're a good drummer. or maybe as long as u're fast, u know like those punk music, u're a good drummer. no no no.
I want to emphasize on the "speedster" drummer. Fast maybe can be cool for "normal" people. but if u're fast but u dont take care of the tone, ure just as well as a rookie drummer. u just hit all the toms. the snare, the crash and everything. it will just create NOISE not SOUND.
it's noisy, and we know that noisy is not a nice thing.,

okay sorry, back to topic. music is not as easy as it looks.

I had some experience when I was in ICOM, before i went there, i just play the drums without taking care of those things , the details.
but I got A LOT of experiences there, and yea it really improved my playing, and change my perception of music.
I remembered that time we were having a performance, and my lecturer told me to..: " on the verse part, don't hit the snare too hard. then when it get to the chorus part, hit it harder."
i mean, i know it doesnt really sound different anyway, coz its a very small detail that maybe they wont really notice, but yeah. it opened my eyes that actually music has SO MUCH small details that need to be taken care of.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Think About This (for all TOA students) 'edited'

hey there.

I had this thinking when I was taking my shower (I dont know why lol),
I thought about this current life, my life in TOA (the one academy), I compared it to my ICOM life and even my high school life back in my hometown.

well maybe it's high school, so we are quite free and quite careless about anything.
but when I was in ICOM, I feel that I am alive just like the high school time. Of course we had assignments as well, classes, practices, yeah I felt depressed too. though it's fun!
i still had my life. i still be able to swim or play futsal (football), having fun with friends, hanging out. I can do my hobbies there. and of course i'm not as cold or as emo as when I have moved to TOA.

yea and when I moved here, at first I still have the habit of having fun and stuff .. and I knew that if I do that, basically I'm dead here.
it's all about working here. work work and work.
after u finish PROJECT 1 which consumed u A LOT of time and energy, then PROJECT 2 is coming your way.
it's like u're thinking. YES! finally i have done my project, time to rest. but there is no rest here.

We have like 9 terms (or semesters) of never-ending assignments and projects.
and maybe after we finish here, when we're working, maybe it is the same life that u gonna get.

- briefing of projects
- thinking of ideas (sleep late or no sleep)
- proposing ideas ( if it's accepted)
- execute the work (sleep late or no sleep)
- presentation
then u get ur money.

and then another company, and u do it again, the same thing basically. over and over again.
and I'm sure, after we are in the working life, sleeping is like NOT important. finishing the project is more important. and we know it's very very bad for ur health.

yeah u get good money from it, but do u know how much hospital will cost u when u're finally sick.

yeah u can RETIRE AT THE AGE OF 38 ( after all those hard work, all those NO SLEEP TONIGHT, finally at the age of 38 u're as rich as a polar bear )
BUT what about all the side effects?

the principle of this life is : " There is always the SIDE effects and the consequences of EVERYTHING you do "
U GET RICH FAST, U DIE FAST.

so do u really want to be rich when ure young but of course u die faster, with no happiness and no social life. yeah u have money, with money comes power, with power comes everything.
but money can't get u ur social life, ur happiness, and most importantly ur loved ones, or ur family.


WE ARE NOT robots that are controlled by money are we?
ask urself, is work and money that important to u?

when u die, ur work and ur money wont grieve for u. but ur family and ur loved ones will lose their world forever.

..DO you really want this TOA life, forever?

or maybe IT IS this life that is THAT hard. well, i can say not really..
nowadays u can get rich easy. yes i mean easy without do much, u get a steady income. example? Internet. well that's not my point of this article. (article? lol), so im not goin to explain why internet.

to conclude,
LIFE is meant to be enjoyed and cherished each day. U appreciate every second of ur breath. u will never know that maybe later or tomorrow u will die.
take this life as a gift and not a curse.


it's time to shout to the world out there: " WORK AND MONEY IS FAKE, SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN'T TAKE IN THE AFTERLIFE. SO STOP TELLING US HOW TO SURVIVE IN THIS LIFE AND BE HAPPY BY GETTING RICH !!!!! "



"Do not fear death so much, but rather the inadequate life."
Bertolt Brecht

"A man should not leave this earth with unfinished business. He should live each day as if it was a pre-flight check. He should ask each morning, am I prepared to lift-off?"
Diane Frolov and Andrew Schneider

Monday, September 29, 2008

Tagged by Joyceeeeeee

1. How old are you?
> nine teeeen

2. Are you single?
> yeap

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
>27 or 28

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
> mmmmmmmmmmmm i dunno

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
> wah the lists are too long LOL

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional church wedding?
> i want a wedding that is simple, with only few people that i know (and she knows) , not some fancy big wedding when no one knows no one

7. Your ideal motif?
> what is that? motif for murder?

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
> europe for sure coz im gonna have some european wife

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
> few

10. Do you want an extravagant or a simple wedding?
> simple, ive mentioned it b4

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?
> yea why not :)

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
> 28 + 25 (our age).....zzzzzz... watever, i dont mind

13. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
> morning.and evening

14. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
> indoor. maybe outdoor in Emirates Stadium

15. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
> nahhhh, well i guess i ll invite avril , avenged, alizee, utada, yui and so forth and so forth to come and perform

16. no ques.. jump! (wtf???)

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
> wow.............. dunno

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
> whatever, but im more into night person.

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
> i want it just like a birthday celebration haha

20. What age do you want to get married?
>26 27 28

21. Describe your ideal husband.
> husband???????? ok lets assume its wife....... european. nice. this. that. stuff. crazy. mature.

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
> lesehan aje.......nasi uduk, pecel lele, gado2, ketoprak hohoho (choi choi choi)

23. Champagne or red wine?
>wuuu i love both, and some beer please. and some vodka.

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
> RIGHT after

25. Money or household items?
> zzzz

26. Who will pay for the bills?
> me coz im the husband zzzzz

27. Are you ready for married life?
> i dont mind

28. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
> depends if she does then me too

29. How many kids do you want?
> mmmmmmmm 3 i guess. coz 3 is a prime number zzzzz

The Coming

wuh, been a loooong time since the last time i posted here.
oh well,
i guess we all know that we're now in the 2nd year of torturing, so far so good. we are still alive.

i can say last semester was pretty fun.,very fun maybe? lol
and all of us passed. (y)

it's the week 4, or week 3 of the 4th semester now.
a lot of combined classes compared to the previous sem.

anyways..... my term break holiday back in indo was pretty,,,,,boring.
at first it was, well quite fun i guess. slowly ..most of my friends are busy , stuff this and that. teenagers. lol.

oh yea, im going to the Avenged Sevenfold concert in Singapore on the 24th Oct 08. means next month.
well i have to go to SG since theyre not coming here to Malaysia. yea it sux big time.

i think that's it for today.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Start the journey ROLLOVER







These are the NAVIGATION ROLLOVER ( attention to the bottom right and the bottom left of the page )

For the last one, it's the rollover after the START YOUR JOURNEY which I have posted doooown there.
Comments and suggestions???
thanksss

Game!!!


This is the game. It's very straight forward, basically you just need to move around your mouse to avoid the knives and the barrel that is thrown to you. Oh, and you also need to avoid the crack on the floor(??), on the ship floor..hmm,on the ground.ah whatever it is, you just need to avoid any crack.
What do you think? Any comments or suggestions?
thanksss